♥ sweet shanny ♥
"......You were a part of me......."
Nibbles: 1,520
Crackin' since: January 2005
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Post by ♥ sweet shanny ♥ on Jun 8, 2012 0:44:42 GMT -8
As the title says,why do I care so much??!!! It's one of those double edge qualities or you're not sure if it's a curse or a blessing!!!! I still worry or care about ppl who don't even talk to me anymore. Or about situations that have nothing to do with me. And basically everything else!!! And I don't understand why I feel this way. I've given up trying to understand. In the end I just give myself more stress and amxiety and I DON'T need more of either one !! Sometimes I frustrate myself!!!! Aaaaaahhhhh!!! I sometimes wish I were stronger and.uncaring and cold and selfish and....... A lot of other things.
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Post by April on Jun 8, 2012 7:36:37 GMT -8
Aww, don't wish that (at least the uncaring, cold and selfish part) This reminds me of the song Scars by Papa Roach, which I have a love/hate relationship with, because I love the song, but I hate what it reminds me of. Have you heard the song? If not, you should listen to it. It's all about caring too much about someone who only hurts you and towards the end of the song there's a sort of epiphany where he realizes that he has to move on with his own life, and just accept that he can't fix the person, but at least he has the peace in knowing that he tried. But I'm the same way, I care way too much when sometimes I shouldn't care at all. I think it can be both a blessing and a curse though, depending on the situation. Unfortunately, I don't really have a solution though, you just have to find a way to get over it somehow and I know that's not nearly as easy as it sounds. If there's anything I can do to help you work through it, let me know
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♥ sweet shanny ♥
"......You were a part of me......."
Nibbles: 1,520
Crackin' since: January 2005
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Post by ♥ sweet shanny ♥ on Jun 11, 2012 23:14:46 GMT -8
Thanks April. I feel much better, I just had to vent! Yeah I've heard the song before ,good song too.
Still caring too much. But I've gotten a better handle on my emotions and trying not to take everything to heart.
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Post by April on Jun 12, 2012 6:49:07 GMT -8
No problem, I'm happy to hear that.
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