Post by JoEviL on Jun 27, 2005 21:18:28 GMT -8
Well with this rant i decided to have a poll
i know there are many who hate there dads for one thing or another, some may deserve it, allo don't, but the asshole i live with doesn't
kay heres my thing, since i was a kid my dad has been an ass, when i was little, an young elementry kid, it was one chastise and hitting after another for anything lower than a b, which is sorta normal except when he chastises he starts to go into incohherant rambles of cussing and saying i suck, which get quit funny if iwasjn't being hit at the same time.
This happened up through junior high, and he got worse too, at first he had a small job with a gas store, but soon he became a relator, and as most relators are, he was self employed (meaning he dosen't get fired till he wants to leav) so while claiming to have a job he began to do less and less work, it got worse when i received my first computer,
you see, he has a possesion thing, anything inside the house is his, NO MATTER what, so he took over my computer, and turned it into his own little f- show, after a while i just stopped using it cause the keyboard got gritty and sticky, and it wasn't just the usual stuff (i found lots of Pubs on it )
anyway this has happened b4, when the snes came out and i got it for my b day he quickly pawned it, and has taken several games, cd's, movies, ect from me.
anyway during HS he got worse, but i started pushing back.
Untill one day last year we got into a huge fight, i think of it as a final showdown (he hasn't been physical with me sense) you see, he's stronger than me, but that week i had gone as a bumb and not cut my nails, so when it came to him starting to punch me i scratched the hell out of him, his back was bleeding pretty good, but by the time he stopped i had a broken toe
but he's getting even worse, he NEVER goes to work, he sits around in his underwere, eating, j/o to the computer, wasting our money, and he can't even to a simple thing like pay bills using my MA's income.
this isn't even half my story, but i can't tell it all on a board, some is very personal, and the rest just wont fit in here
Well he's, unf, my ride, today i was supposed to be at work around 3:30, and he didn't get home till 3:36, got me at work near 4, to top that i couldn't call him cause he refused to take time to use my mom's money, so i say he's late, and he acts like its no biggie,
since i was panaking to get a ride, till he showed up, i forgot to shave and have a little rugged face, anyway he sees that and the little (well fat so big) POS decides to talk on and on about me being responsible, me with an actual job, stedy pay check, who also has school, so i tell him to be quite, i was tired of him, and quite annoyed with him already, he tells me not to tell him to shut up and goes on, so i say (exact diolouge)
me"Don't lecture me on responsibility till you can even be responsible enough to get me to work, or even get your self a real job"
him"Dont you tell me about work you mutherfucker, you don't think we just run of your mom's pay check?"
"Well the phone bill-"
"Listen you " about this time he just started his cussing me out, which included snipints of good old you suck cause you make b's and c's in school, and you suck, you mfer, yada yada,
finally i said "can you hear yourself"
he goes on
i repeat
"yeah i can hear myself, cussing you a little piec of shit sitting in the chair next to me"
"cause you sound like a child"
more incoherent rambling
then we pull to a line to get into work, i get out, and he yells at me, and that was it, i had enough, i flip him the bird, kick his door shut hard and hope i cuased a dent, and walked off much more of a man than he will ever be
really he is horrible, this is little compared to other experinces i wont tell you about, most of them when i was young, and though he claims to be christian, i doubt if it exists he'll ever get into heaven.
my wish is that one day, soon, he is just gone, no one wants him around, and yet my mom is one of those kind that say she'll get rid of him one day, but wont cause she's too clingly
anyway im tired, got work early, going to bed
i know there are many who hate there dads for one thing or another, some may deserve it, allo don't, but the asshole i live with doesn't
kay heres my thing, since i was a kid my dad has been an ass, when i was little, an young elementry kid, it was one chastise and hitting after another for anything lower than a b, which is sorta normal except when he chastises he starts to go into incohherant rambles of cussing and saying i suck, which get quit funny if iwasjn't being hit at the same time.
This happened up through junior high, and he got worse too, at first he had a small job with a gas store, but soon he became a relator, and as most relators are, he was self employed (meaning he dosen't get fired till he wants to leav) so while claiming to have a job he began to do less and less work, it got worse when i received my first computer,
you see, he has a possesion thing, anything inside the house is his, NO MATTER what, so he took over my computer, and turned it into his own little f- show, after a while i just stopped using it cause the keyboard got gritty and sticky, and it wasn't just the usual stuff (i found lots of Pubs on it )
anyway this has happened b4, when the snes came out and i got it for my b day he quickly pawned it, and has taken several games, cd's, movies, ect from me.
anyway during HS he got worse, but i started pushing back.
Untill one day last year we got into a huge fight, i think of it as a final showdown (he hasn't been physical with me sense) you see, he's stronger than me, but that week i had gone as a bumb and not cut my nails, so when it came to him starting to punch me i scratched the hell out of him, his back was bleeding pretty good, but by the time he stopped i had a broken toe
but he's getting even worse, he NEVER goes to work, he sits around in his underwere, eating, j/o to the computer, wasting our money, and he can't even to a simple thing like pay bills using my MA's income.
this isn't even half my story, but i can't tell it all on a board, some is very personal, and the rest just wont fit in here
Well he's, unf, my ride, today i was supposed to be at work around 3:30, and he didn't get home till 3:36, got me at work near 4, to top that i couldn't call him cause he refused to take time to use my mom's money, so i say he's late, and he acts like its no biggie,
since i was panaking to get a ride, till he showed up, i forgot to shave and have a little rugged face, anyway he sees that and the little (well fat so big) POS decides to talk on and on about me being responsible, me with an actual job, stedy pay check, who also has school, so i tell him to be quite, i was tired of him, and quite annoyed with him already, he tells me not to tell him to shut up and goes on, so i say (exact diolouge)
me"Don't lecture me on responsibility till you can even be responsible enough to get me to work, or even get your self a real job"
him"Dont you tell me about work you mutherfucker, you don't think we just run of your mom's pay check?"
"Well the phone bill-"
"Listen you " about this time he just started his cussing me out, which included snipints of good old you suck cause you make b's and c's in school, and you suck, you mfer, yada yada,
finally i said "can you hear yourself"
he goes on
i repeat
"yeah i can hear myself, cussing you a little piec of shit sitting in the chair next to me"
"cause you sound like a child"
more incoherent rambling
then we pull to a line to get into work, i get out, and he yells at me, and that was it, i had enough, i flip him the bird, kick his door shut hard and hope i cuased a dent, and walked off much more of a man than he will ever be
really he is horrible, this is little compared to other experinces i wont tell you about, most of them when i was young, and though he claims to be christian, i doubt if it exists he'll ever get into heaven.
my wish is that one day, soon, he is just gone, no one wants him around, and yet my mom is one of those kind that say she'll get rid of him one day, but wont cause she's too clingly
anyway im tired, got work early, going to bed