Post by Shade on Aug 5, 2004 13:02:30 GMT -8
Okay okay there comes a time when everyones life when they take just about all they can put up with. When that time comes, it all comes out. What's got me pissed off is "fake people". I've seen too much of it in my lifetime and it's sick. You know who I talk of and you all know lots of them, if you're not one yourself. People who smile to your face and curse your back. People who pretend to be all this and that and behind the scenes, they really aren't worth your time. People who are nice to you but inside, they are bitches or assholes in disguise. People who lead you on, give out false impressions, mislead you, steer you wrong. What's even more pitiful, is half of these people claim and think they are honest, sweet, nice, etc etc etc. But pretending only makes a liar out of you. Misleading and being nice to those you hate only makes you a liar. Sure you may not want to hurt the person, but if you dont 'like them, TELL THEM don't just prentend to be all goodie goodie and lie through your teeth. That's weak and pathetic. Why is it so hard for everybody to be HONEST?? What the hell is the problem here? If I don't like you, I'll tell you. I"m not gonna stoop so low as to lie to your face and make you think things are just fine. I wont' mislead or misdirect anybody or give out any false impressions or hopes to anyone. I'm not that sick.
And people who expect everything to be perfect. Take some girls for instance and some guys as well. They expect everythign to be perfect and have no problems whatsoever but that's not how it works in the real world. No situation and no person is perfect and everything you do will always need to be worked on if you want it to work out.
Then of course, there are people who pretend to listen to you, but in all reality, they don't hear a damn word you say. You can explain it a thousand times over a hundred but it won't seem to ever sink in. There are so many people that I waste my time on and I'm just....... tired of it I guess. And know what? College, degrees, certificates and you're ability to rem.emberr doesnt' make you smart. Your ability to understand, listen and solve problems makes you smart. Fuck, anybody can learn anything but not everybody can understand the ingredients of life and how things actually work. My God, do half of the people in this world even have a brain?
Ah screw it. I'm prolly not even making any sense to anybody. I just basically wanted to say, "i give up". Do whatever you want; I don't care anymore. When you lose, tough shit. I tried. I warned you. "I warned you. I instructed you. I told you what to expect." But nope. Wouldn't listen. Now those people are all sitting away watching life pass by regretting their stupidity. They're not fooling anybody. Eventually it will get to the point where they can't even fool themselves anymore.
It's like that guy that dumped one of my friends. She was a really sweet girl and she appreciated him. Would have done anything in the world for him but he was too stupid to see that and went out with some stupid hoe that he'll never be happy with. Why? Because she wasn't perfect maybe. Maybe because he never listened to a word she ever said. but oh well.
To those of you who don't listen, that's just too bad but I won't lose any sleep over it. Your loss, not mine. I tried to save you but you were too afraid to take my hand. Why? Maybe my views were different. My views different maybe because I'm on the otherside of the fence where the grass grows better. But you can stay there in your own little world where not even corn will sprout. Live there in your little world as it is with no way to improve anything. Hard grounds. Give a little effort and climb over to the otherside of the hill. Might be a much better habitat.
LOL people just dont' get it. I shoulda posted this in my journal because you all probably have no clue what in the hell I'm even talking about. lol. Guess you just have to witness the events for yourself. I just wanted to rant and rave about something. .... i hate people..... they can never understand even what is right in front of their own damned faces. Perhaps it's better that I'm alone.